GO AWAY*

> Tuesday, February 01, 2005
5:19 PM

whew..2dae every1 was lyk in a bad mood cos of dnt n 4 sum is home-econs la..dnt jus sux man..it's so hard 2 draw da stupid shape n it's even harder 4 me 2 visualise da damn freakin shape sia..relli fustrated den sorta yelled at sum ppl..well so after it was maths den every1 damn buay song or atleast i was..den suddenly janelle cried..dunno y la but i was relli feelin so damn angry i tot i might jus burst out in anger or mayb tears..so ya after school still buay song..den sumore had 2 stay bac 2 do da stupid story..haiz..actualli i angry is not b'cos of da drawing but i was angry at sum1..mayb she was not in da right mood oso but she dun hav 2 kip suanin me k..pissed cos she says dat i m weak..i m not ok eventhough i look lyk sum1 u can push around..i jus wish ppl would stop seein me as a guai kia..here i m tryin 2 chg..but i dunno whether it's 4 da worse or beta..sum ppl tinks i m chgin 4 da worse so dey dun lyk me..dey tink i got attitude prob..haiz but if i dun try 2 b sum1 stronger..no 1 will lyk da true me..ppl will call me a crybaby cos every tym sum1 suans me i will cry..i dun wanna b liddat..i wan 2 b liked by ppl..but instead more ppl hates me..eventhough u dun say it i noe..deep inside u hate me..i dunno y but i can't chg 2 please every1..
i live in a world of hate..
i live wif ppl hu call me names behind my back..
hu pretends 2 lyk me..
hu hates me but i will nv noe y..
it will b great 2 hav 1 dae where every1 does not hate me..i dun lyk da feelin of bein hate..i mean hu does??

just GO AWAY ;

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